Regeneration!

This is possibly 3rd attempt at blogging and this time it's vital for numerous reasons. A writer must write EVERYDAY and I've always had problems with that, so it's my hope that i use this to keep the gears moving. Another reason would be that with all the thoughts going through my head it would be nice to have a place to write them all down and since I'm not a fan of writing in a journal... a blog makes sense. Plus i can share and sharing is caring :) So lets kick this off with...


I've been revitalized! Without going into detail about the whole thing... I was in a dark place with my thoughts and no not the creepy ones for writing. I was just getting tired of this endless job searching and lack of any money that i can call my own. Thankfully unemployment is in place for me so the rent and bills get paid until i land something. And skip that crap about I'm using peoples tax money or whatever... I've been working since i was 16 and this was a last resort so if if it's anyone's tax money then it's my own. I have no intention on staying on it forever. Without it i would have had to move back to Va and live at my dad's and suffer all over again... thanks but no thanks.

I could bore you to tears about all the thoughts but this blog entry would go on and on so let's just say negative thoughts have a snowball effect. My snowball had reached the size of a mini cooper and was really starting to be a huge threat until someone stepped in it's way and pretty much blew it to smithereens. I'm glad i have this person in my life out here. (I'm never going to name names here btw...)

So now that I've been given a pep talk and told the exact same advice that i would normally tell other people I'm ready for this coming week. I've got a small list of things i need to take care of and I'll be doing fine soon enough. It's awesome having someone so similar to me out here who can say what needs to be said cause it's hard trying to pep yourself up when you feel so down and out.



That's all for today! I'll think of some sort of awesome sign off thing later...